What was the point of letting me loving you if planned on leaving in the end?
(via sexographies)
“My mission, should I choose to accept it, is to find peace with exactly who and what I am. To take pride in my thoughts, my appearance, my talents, my flaws and to stop this incessant worrying that I can’t be loved as I am.”— Anaïs Nin (via purplebuddhaquotes)
(Source: purplebuddhaquotes, via blackred)
“Stop cringing — at your future, at your failure, at yourself in the mirror — and stand up and look directly at who you are. Not who you should’ve been, but who you are now. Let that person in. Let her be as mediocre and wrong and shameful and sad and miserable and brilliant and hilarious as she wants to be, because she knows exactly what you need to feel good. She has plans for you. She wants to show you what comes next. She wants to take you into the future you’re dreading and say, “See? You never would’ve imagined this.”— “Ask Polly: Is Life All Downhill From Here?” by Heather Havrilesky
(Source: misterracoon, via mortalhusk)
i’m tired of allowing people (lovers, friends, strangers) to make me feel bad about myself.
i need to love myself.
i always feel like i’m the problem, that there is something wrong with me.
i’m just tired of crying over it.
not only am i breaking down mentally but my body is in constant chronic pain.
i feel like i’m drowning in agony and i can’t get out.
i just want it all to stop.
i think the hardest part is shutting out my feelings for you.
it was one of the most beautiful nights i’ve ever had but i have to remind myself that it was just one night to enjoy and nothing of continuous.
i hope you think of me. i hope you find peace within yourself. i hope that you let love in. i hope that someday i find my person, someday.
